Sabtu, 26 Desember 2009

broken string -james morrison feat nelly furtado-

Let me hold you
For the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything

When I love you,
It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking,
It’s the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it’s not enough to make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train when it’s too late

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it’s not enough to make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell something that ain’t real

Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late (too late)

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain’t real

Well truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again

hopeless

oke gue mulai ya,hari kamis jam 20.31 ada message di fesbuk gue,pas gue buka dari Alam Fajriansyah my beloved,gue kira dia mau ngajakin jalan atau apalah gitu tapi itu semua meleset.pas gue baca,guenya langsung nyesek.temennya rian namanya raka,dia yang disuruh untuk bilang ke gue kea gini "eh ini gue temennya rian sorry banget ya hubungan lu sama dia udah ga bisa dilanjutin lagi soalnya dia udah ketahuan pacaran sama ortunya sebenernya dia masih sayang sama lu tapi karena udah ketahuan ya mau diapain lagi oiya satu kali dari rian katanya thanks buat semuanya hm riannya ada kok disamping gue cuma dia udah gatau mau ngomong apa karena dia sedih banget" haah gue ga percaya banget pas baca message ini gilaaa nyesek abis tau ga si,bayangin aja deh ya Allah.terus gue bales gini "ah ga usah ngerjain gue atau bohongin gue segala macem cara lo deh gue sa suka banget,nyesek gue ya ampun" habistu di bales lagi "eh rian itu baik,gue ga suka temen gue dibilang bohong atau apapun lah hm terserah deh,sekarang dia lagi dirumah gue,lagi curhat dia" gue bilang "ih tapi kenapa emangnya?kok bisa begitu si?" dia bales "iya fbnya lupa di log out,trs bokapnya ngeliat relationship sama messagenya.sekarang dia lagi mukulin tembok" gue bilang gini "tau ga sekarang gue lagi nangis?terus terus tau ga kalo gue lagi sakit terus diopnam?gatau kan?aaa tambah sakit gue!" terus katanya "gatau katanya,cuma bilang itu aja dia langsung pake headset dengerin lagu apa gatau sambil teriak teriak"


habistu gue cerita sama tante gue,habistu tante gue message si rian dan ga direspon sama sekali sama si riannya dan itu artinya gue....PUTUS!!!aaaaaaaaaa semaleman gue nangis cuma gara gara dia ya jelas laaaahhh gue ga mau pisah sama dia gilaaa.gue nyoba buat ikhlasin,tapi kalo dia bohong demi cewe newnya dia GUE GA IKHLAS SAMA SEKALI NYEEETT!!!!hhhhh kalo misalnya ya dia sayang gitu sama gue,kenapa dia ga mikir cepet aja?kea misalnya backstreet,seengganya ya begitu huauauauauua -_____________________-yaudah lah gue mau nyoba buat lupain tapi susahnyaaaaa minta tabok.oiya kan gue chat gitu kan sama temennya katanya "kalo cinta,kalo sayang,kalo suka ga usah cengeng,lo harus kuat" (Y) gue setuju tapi saat itu gue GA SETUJU!!tapi mau gimana lagi terima kenyataan lah gue.

ya sudahlah biarkan saja dia pergi aseeekk,ya udah deh ya postingnya jadi pengen nangis nih byeee salam garuk yeaa






Minggu, 13 Desember 2009

Alam Fajriansyah ♥♥

when i look into your eyes,i found a deep happiness,and i found the meaning of love in your eyes,your smile makes me crazy,your face makes me blind,and your beautiful eyes makes me drunk in love,to be honest,only one word to you i love you so much Alam Fajriansyah ♥♥ yeeaaahhh i love you boy,i don't want separated from you


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